13th May
Lazy Monday comes again! I’m late to work for… many times. Hopefully today’s going well. God will bless me & my family, and all the lucks are coming through my life today :D ahh it’s good to tell myself with some positive words in the morning. I believe the positive vibes can smooth our journey..
On the way walking down the street to my office building, I was thinking about the last thing I shared with sam. About a friend of mine who always use me for his own benefit (it’s not friend for benefit English series, anyway but it’s for real). We used to go out for lunch or dinner before (of course in a group) as I never agree to go out just with him, as if going out for a date.. he’s around 30s and divorcee. So i don’t wanna give a chance for the public to think that I’m one of his girlfriend! I came to realized that He always calls me up whenever he has no friend or girlfriend around but I’m not desperate enough to go out with him, anyway. His life quite miserable, but he shouldn’t take this chance to flirt with other girls when his divorce issue is not settled yet. If I were in his position, just fix the stuff and after all he has 2 year old son to take care of.
I’m thinking, if I were in that stage where I have small child, will I be a good mother? I could imitate what my mother did to raise me up (at some points) but I would probably give choices for my kids as well. I remember when I told my grandma and mother about my first dream job to be policewoman, they simply disagreed and give a ‘no’ answer. Whyyyy? They just said that as a girl, I should get feminine job.. what? But when I asked what sort of feminine works they referring to.. is it nurse? Air hostess? Or… that’s all in my mind. Then mom replied, ‘nurse? No.. you will be away from me and stay in hostel. I won’t let it happen? Air hostess? No.. you will expose to social issue, all the bad people are there…’ I was like… %^&Y$##^%^&&* turned so grumpy and left the topic until i grew up.
Last few nights, I had random topic with sam., about inherited genes… lol, he is so lucky to have nice hair color which inherited from his grandma, I don’t know how to explain.. so I told him that she will look soo adorable if his future daughter inherited it. Yet, he told me it’s depend on the genetic. And he wished to have max of 2 kids, pair of girl and boy… but I never share how many kids would I have to have, haha………. Secret :P
the modern technology are so great which we can select which gender we want for the unborn baby… I’m afraid that my future daughter would imitate me a lot! :s my partner will have double headache as he might see a ‘copy and paste’ / so-called my cloner messing the house.. haha.. good to imagine stuff, but training baby boy is quite fun, too though. I don’t know.. it’s 2 stages to go… get the right partner, get married and get baby. (wait..it’s 3 stages! Lol) in short, get the quality partner to have quality baby with quality brain.. hahaha sounds so perfect.. hmmm how can I find that…***searching***
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