19^th July

Hey baby! U have done a good job! ;D I saw the menu stuff that you ‘designed’ the whole night. It’s worth ok. I know somehow you need to focus to get it done so I minimize my text to you coz I’m sure you will come back to me once you’ve done, tho it’s just a simple ‘good night’ J keep up the good work. I know you are best in this. We always enjoy what we are passionate in. For me, I can’t really find any now except writing …. Not long ago, I was told to stop writing! Maybe this reader was bored or something. That time, I lost my inspiration and taking long break… I just feel like unappreciated and tried to switch to different activity like go for jogging or something but I kept what I observed inside me….. It’s like killing me… so I said to myself, that whoever inspires me again to write more, that person would be more than special to me. Even tho I need to polish my writing, I just speak whatever inside my little brain which I couldn’t keep that long (it has expiry date ok just like my stolen Cadburys which digested in your stomach) unless i remember way to log into my blog which I always forget:s

Do you know where is my favourite place in shopping complex?? Bookstore! I could spend up to 1-2 hours in bookstore, but end up buying nothing… hahaha… It’s like totally heaven to me. My confused brain wanna buy all of them but my little heart always safe me! Another alternative is e-book but I’d prefer the REAL book which I can have feeling of flipping the page, smile while reading (just like you are now reading my email) or it’d best with some cartoon or design inside it. Haha :D

It’s chilly here, but I guess the temperature is 20-25 , I even wore sweater last night, but it could be summer for you. Lol… best weather for me anyway coz usually its more than 30 degrees.

Mom would lecture more if she found out I stayed late. Or she simply shows little caring. Whenever she found I get sick, she always says that her worries so much and makes her feels like keeping me back inside her womb if possible just to cure me! I was thinking how possible is that?? How could I be cured inside my mom’s tummy? Yes it could be cozy but… No way! I would lose my freedom. I’d just consumed what my mom’s eating! Worst thing is, I can’t talk to anyone, I can’t write or I can’t even see my dearest Samual Peter Pan anymore :’( hahaha… I somehow think that I inherit her nonsense thinking! :D

Yayy! I’d enjoy my journey home later on. Coz I don’t have to cook for early breakfast tomorrow! It’s time to taste mom’s cook…. I could say, I am the princess at home, the food is basically ready on the table with Milo prepared for me:D I didn’t get that special treatment when I was working in my hometown before… we are trained to prepare dish for parents as to respect them. Maybe because I just home in weekend so mom kinda ‘pamper’ me and I enjoy a lot. Haha… but I cooked and prepare food for them too ok, I’m not spoiled brat anyway. But I think I know the reason, Due to some losses before… ever since we lost our grandparents and cousin who REALLY closed to me, she treats me so good. She might afraid she would lose me too one day & regret forever if she doesn’t treat me well just like happened to my aunt who regret til now.. I just don’t mind if she cares less as I am used to it before. I just don’t want any of my siblings feel bias and unfair which they do. I have nothing to be jealous of… I just want to improve my relation with siblings and spend more time with parents while I’m around, in return, I just want them to stop being judgmental. That’s all… I miss that habit which we respect our parents, on the dining table where we have been trained to wait for parents before having meal. We won’t eat first until the parents or elder one sit together, which I don’t find here in my city home. These roommates and even my cousin, they just simply eat without waiting. Hmm …

It’s morning glory ~ shower time! Finished my writing by 630 am today… :P enjoy your time, get more rest ok. You have to work hard from now onwards. Honeymoon time is over, time to work J so thankful to meet u ^o^Shukriya (thank you) I will be around whenever u need me.

From your flower girl,

Hunny Bunny ~ <3 <3 <3