Day # 4

Day #4

Its Monday and I have a lot of costings to do, yet my heart never stop missing him. Hope he is doing well there.

This morning my tears can’t stop falling as I felt almost give up! I kept praying that if we are not meant for each other, God please stop my feelings on him, please apart me from him as I don’t want to torture his feelings anymore. As I don’t want him to feel half-hearted and give him confusion. Please, ya Allah…

Day # 3

Spent my weekend with aunties and their kids. Syaza, you’re so cute, girl! Budak berusia 4 tahun itu aku kucup  beberapa kali. Kalau lah anak aku cute macam ni. Masalah nya ,aku kurang pandai berkomunikasi dengan budak-budak sehinggalah satu hari tu, dia notice kelemahan aku yang satu ni. “Do you like kids?” tanya dia. Mungkin hairan dengan sikapku yang take dunno je bila budak2 melintas depan mata. Erk, aku jawab je la, “I’m okay with that, just that I really don’t know how to communicate with the small babies, sebab their bodies are so soft.. tak keras lagi.” Tiba2 dia gelak besar lak dengar aku cakap macam tu..

“Kelakar ke?”  =.=’

Day #2

Morning love!

Missing you so muchy! Enjoyed my Satuday with something’s missing from my heart.

Today temankan sis pergi ke ofis. On Saturday pun nak kerja ke?

Hmm wondering, how’s my baby doing right now? Hope he enjoys working ther e.

Evening- pergi Brisk- Walking selama 45 minit as I think I have gained weight now >.<

Malam- Shopping time , top up home stock. Macam orang dah kahwin lak, lol… nasib baik ada bro tolong angkatkan my stuff.Kalau la he is around, mesti dia tolong angkat barang aku...-.-'

Day # 1

“Satu hari, $1.00”

Itulah salah satu plan aku, menderma $1.00 kepada diri sendiri, in other words “Menabung untuk masa depan” Ye la, punya banyak future plan kat dalam otak aku ni, nak pergi melancong la, beli kereta la, bla bla tapi takde simpanan… Eee memalukan.

2^nd Plan – habiskan my debts within 6 months time, memang sounds realistic compared to my income that I receive tapi kalau pandai merancang, 4 bulan pun boleh settle. Errkk! Baju raya, bil elektrik, bil telefon, insuran kereta..Hmm boleh ke? O.o Bolehhh la tu, “kurangkan perbelanjaan, kurangkan gula dalam makanan, banyakkan senyuman,” wuhuhu… :D  Asalkan my babies kena cukup makan. Eh! I mean anak kura2 kat rumah tu, kena bagi makan jugak. Depa kan makhluk tuhan gak, berdosa tak bagi makan… 

17:04pm @ 07th May 2012