12th July ~

12^TH JULY

It’s been awhile I haven’t update my blog. It’s just that, I wanna stop talking about myself. Just for once! Psychologically, someone who likes to talk about themselves are proud of their life, achievement so on. Whereas someone who talks about memories will always stuck in their past.  

If I were to talk about myself, I would rather reflect it in song. If I were to talk about the memories, I’d rather feel it in the music I play.. someone like me is the one who always keep to myself, hide it behind my smiles & cover it with my confidence.

Sam… I have warned you earlier, now you’ve fallen for me. Correction! We both in love. Love, is unexplanation feelings which could only be felt by the love victim. We just can’t resist to update each other everyday.

 But one thing I’ve learned that, we are not necessary have deep feeling and always be moderate. Deep feelings will turn us to be more obsessed, to hope more, to dominate more, to get more insecure, to jealous more & eventually hurt more! Therefore, by giving moderately, receiving moderately…it can turn us to be more practical & stand on reality. I believe that every achievement in love or career or live is by learning from failure, not from success. I do believe that getting wrong person is one step ahead to the right one J Regardless what your view is, as you might not think that the wrong person is ‘wrong’ because they’re partly right or because they have good reason to leave/ back off. That view of yours I shall respect & sounds logic.

Sam.. I miss talking to you because you always give unexpected and reasonable answer to my silly & childish question. You are just like my missing brain. You’re left handed and I’m right-handed. You’re big and I’m small. You cook well and I bake well. I sing when you play base. I write when you read. I’m morning person when you’re evening person. I’m well-disciplined when you’re not! :p You’re master in science but I’m freak in art. You love coffee whereas I always prefer tea. When you’re talking, I prefer listening J You’re always be thief who steals my Cadburys & I’d be the police who punish you with my flying kiss! In short, can’t you see we complete each other’s life here? 

That’s why I never demand more… Coz it’s always be enough for me to have you who accept me for who I am… Who just simply declare me as your special girlfriend infront of your friends. It’s sense of appreciation to me… most importantly.. you’re as freak as me… :D:D:D I’m so glad to meet someone like you.